tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-43887546217170767072024-03-13T14:07:45.087-07:00Diapers 'n' DissertationsWhen my daughter was 6 weeks old, I decided to start a blog, in order to chronicle the challenges of trying to balance motherhood with completing and defending my PhD dissertation. I hope that this can be a place to explore ideas, vent (sometimes), and open up a discourse on the joys and difficulties of balancing family and academia.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.comBlogger33125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-19267845371599625082013-09-25T09:58:00.001-07:002013-09-25T09:58:19.022-07:00Cute/Gross Toddler ActivitiesAt 21 months, McKenna is a busy, active, and curious toddler, like most kids her age. I try hard not to be a helicopter parent and stifle her curiosity. I let her explore the house on her own a lot more than I used to, trusting that she will avoid drinking from the dogs' water bowl or playing in the hamper of soiled cloth diapers. And usually, she does. Sometimes though, I catch her doing something that is downright gross. Some of her recent follies include:<br />
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- Twiddling the dogs' jowls and checking for canine cavities. I caught her second knuckle-deep into our German Shepherd's mouth this morning. When I came around the corner and saw what she was doing, she looked up at me innocently, before proceeding to lick her fingers clean. All-gone plaque!<br />
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- "Helping" clean up after a particularly messy diaper change. While I do not discourage her from exploring any and all parts of her body, there is a time and a place for these explorations. And that time is not while I am hastily wiping green-brown poo from her legs.<br />
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- Getting down on all fours and helping clean up a spilled mess with her tongue. She's at the age now where she mimics everything. I guess she thought she was pretty clever getting her share of the spill before her canine siblings got to it. And a puddle of Diet Coke is hard to pick up with your fingers, after all.<br />
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- Insisting on using her father's bloody tissues to wipe her mouth and face. All. The. Time.<br />
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- Waiting until she is waist-deep in the tub before realizing she needs to poop. I know, they <i>all </i>do that, but <i>really!</i>?<br />
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- Trying to figure out why the daddy long-legs she tried to consume won't stop wiggling in her mouth. The look on her face is not one that I will forget anytime soon - a mixture of surprise, shock, and "oops!"<br />
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It is the job of the toddler to be a budding scientist and explore the world around them, trying to establish cause-and-effect. I know that her frontal lobes will not mature for another 20 years, and her ability to predict the consequences of her actions will remain poor for quite some time. Every day is an adventure in our house, as we try to protect her from the truly harmful, while allowing her to make the every day mistakes that will lead to her growth and confidence. Now, if only my gag reflex could take a back seat for the next few years...Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-67922123427121862462013-05-02T16:14:00.000-07:002013-05-02T16:14:09.328-07:00Parenting PhilosophiesThe other day, I picked up my latest in a long line of parenting books - <i><a href="http://www.kidsareworthit.com/" target="_blank">Kids are Worth It</a></i>, by Barbara Coloroso. So far, I am agreeing with a lot of what I am reading, and wishing that I had picked it up sooner. Coloroso advocates reflecting on your 'parenting philosophy'; ideally this is done <i>before</i> the baby comes. Which got me thinking: Do I have a parenting philosophy? If so, what is it?<br />
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Since becoming a mom, I have spent a great deal of time researching and solidifying my beliefs about what I will <i>not </i>do<i> </i>(like CIO and spanking), without really contemplating what I would like to do. So far, most of my parenting decisions have been framed with an emphasis on what I am trying to avoid, rather than what I am trying to work towards.</div>
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So what is my parenting philosophy? I think that, deep down, what I am striving for is that in every interaction, she would come away feeling good about herself, about our relationship, and about her own power to affect change in her life. I want my daughter to feel loved, cherished and valued, even when I don't agree with her actions or decisions. I want my daughter to grow up to be kind, compassionate, responsible, and appropriately independent. These are the outcomes that I am working towards, and the reason that I parent in the way that I do. </div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-27933001952772102982013-02-07T08:52:00.004-08:002013-02-07T08:54:07.900-08:00Reminiscing about my imperfect, completely unnatural birthI have posted about this before (see <a href="http://diapersndissertations.blogspot.ca/2012/02/mckennas-birth-story.html" target="_blank">McKenna's Birth Story</a>), but the past couple of months, it has been weighing heavily on my mind. I had a shitty birth experience. I am not alone in having a less-than-ideal birth experience, and mine certainly wasn't as bad as some stories I have heard. But it is my experience, and one that I am still struggling with.<br />
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I am tired of hearing people say "well, your baby's healthy, that's all that matters", because that's a lie. Of course it is important to have a healthy baby, but that doesn't mean that the birth experience is nothing more than a means to an end. For some people the birth process is incredibly important. I was one of those women. I had read all the books, hired a doula, practiced mindful birthing and self-hypnosis. I couldn't wait to finally meet my daughter, but I was also excited for the experience of birthing her. No other moment in my life has been, or will be, as monumental as giving birth. And then came the news: She was breech, and I was not a candidate to try and birth her naturally because my body was "inexperienced". My heart stopped (metaphorically, of course). Never had I considered the possibility that my daughter would quite literally be ripped from my uterus. I had envisioned this peaceful, quiet, serene experience, where I would lie back in the tub while sipping Gatorade and munching on granola bars to keep my energy up. Never had I considered that I might be paralysed from the chest down (the scariest feeling ever!), strapped to a table, and deprived of seeing my daughter's first breath. I wasn't the first one to hold her, I didn't get to supervise her newborn exam, and I wasn't able to emotionally bond with her right away. Thinking about that night still brings me to tears.<br />
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Has it harmed our relationship? Probably not - I was able to nurse her within the first hour of her birth, we co-slept from a very early age, and our bond is as strong as it could possibly be. But I have not been able to move past it. Sometimes I think about having another baby, not because I am ready for another child, but so that I can have a do-over, so that maybe this time around I can experience the "real thing". I listen with thinly-veiled jealousy to friends speak of their birth experiences, no matter how painful or uncomfortable they might have been. I gaze longingly at photos of homebirthing couples, trying to recall feeling some of the wonder and joy that I see in their faces. But it was never there. There was nothing magical, joyful, or remotely peaceful about the way that McKenna entered into the world. No amount of reading could have prepared me for the trauma of having to be a helpless, passive observer in the birth of my child.<br />
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It has been nearly 14 months since my precious girl made her appearance, and I am still struggling with the circumstances of her birth. When and how I am to move past this experience are questions that I still don't have the answers to. Hopefully someday soon I will.<br />
<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-23557875193780216882013-01-02T16:28:00.000-08:002013-01-02T16:28:00.177-08:00Christmas 2012McKenna's birthday falls a couple of weeks before Christmas. Being her first birthday, she wasn't overly excited about it, and she already has more than a lot of children, so this year we decided to give her birthday presents to a local charity that passes them along to needy families at Christmas. While everyone thought we were being very generous, secretly we were just too cheap to buy replacement batteries for the 5,000 electronic toys she was guaranteed to get. Her birthday came and went with a party at a local daycare (which she hated), gifts from us (which I ended up unwrapping), and a birthday dinner (which she threw to the dogs). My daughter is truly a gift.<br />
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Over Christmas, on the other hand, she seemed to really come out of her shell. She played with her older cousins (as much as a 1-year-old can), ate cheesies by the fistful, and actually helped with the unwrapping of her gifts. This was also when she really got the hang of walking - she saw all of her older cousins running around, and something seemed to click, and she started walking independently that night. It was pretty neat. Experiencing Christmas through the eyes of my daughter was truly amazing. Her excitement over unwrapping a new Bubble Guppies story was contagious, her giggles when she first crawled through her inflatable play tunnel were adorable, and her favourite part of Christmas... unwrapping the packs of squeezable fruit. Words cannot express how much that kid adores pureed fruit packs. Although we didn't get to spend it with our families, we created some new traditions with our precious daughter. It was truly a Christmas to remember.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-91778291467956944432013-01-02T16:13:00.003-08:002013-01-02T16:13:47.817-08:00My 2013 Resolutions1. You know that old saying "Shit or get off the pot"? Well, I resolve to shit. What I mean by that is that I resolve to stop whining about wanting to lose that last bit of weight. Unfortunately, bitching doesn't burn as many calories as it ought to, so back to the gym I go.<br />
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2. To be more present with my daughter. Too often when she is playing quietly with her toys, I am reading, watching tv, or cutting my toenails, instead of connecting with her. Those damn toenails are guaranteed to grow back, but I will never get that time back that I could have been spending with her.<br />
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3. To accept that "good" is good enough. The house will never be spotless, there will always be dishes to wash, and clothes will continue to get dirty. Instead of stressing and apologizing over the state of my house, I resolve to relax a little. Twenty years from now, McKenna won't care whether or not I vacuumed her room every day (I do!), but she will care about the quality time that she spent with me.<br />
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4. To take care of my daughter's mother.When I eat a Super-Sized Bacon Deluxe Combo with extra cheese five days in a row I'm not just affecting my health, I'm affecting my daughter's future.<br />
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5. To laugh more.<br />
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Research suggests that over 90% of American children
between the ages of 2 and 5 are subjected to spanking and other forms of
corporal punishment (Straus, 2010). For many children it begins in infancy – a child
gets their hand slapped for throwing food off their high chair, or pulling the
dog’s tail after being told repeatedly to stop. For some, it continues through adolescence
until they leave their childhood home and venture out into the world on their
own. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Children who have been victims of CP are more likely
than their peers to engage in assault, domestic violence, and other serious
criminal offenses. Even after controlling for the influence of socioeconomic
status, parental psychological abuse, and parental warmth, CP is still a risk
factor for engaging in violence as an adolescent or adult. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">The relationship between corporal punishment (CP)
and later delinquency and aggression is strong enough to warrant the abolition
of such an antiquated form of punishment, and that doesn’t even consider the
emotional and psychological effects of using CP on children. There is recent research
indicating that children who have been subjected to CP are more likely to
suffer from sexual problems in adulthood, including coercing others into sexual
activity, and engaging in sadomasochism (although whether or not S&M is a
problem is debatable). </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">As more and more developmental psychologists, parenting
experts, and organizations speak out against the dangers of CP, there is an
equally vocal segment of the population that insists that spanking, and others
forms of CP are not only fine, but necessary. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Some die-hard spanking enthusiasts will say things
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">“Time-out might work for your kid, but it doesn’t
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">“The Bible tells me so” (I might have paraphrased
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">What I don’t understand is who gets to decide what
is the magical age at which CP is no longer appropriate? Certainly, few people advocate
for husbands to physically control their wives, or for employers to smack their
employees for not meeting their sales quotas. I don’t get to slap my babysitter
when she shows up late, or whip the mailman for ringing the doorbell and waking
up the baby. It is unlawful to use physical force on another human being,
UNLESS they happen to be a child. We may only use physical violence against the
smallest, weakest, and most vulnerable members of our population. Something
about that just doesn’t sit right with me. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">There are scores of parenting books that teach
non-violent methods of discipline. If time-outs don’t work for your child, why
not try a “time-in”? Rather than sending your child away from you, and
withdrawing love and affection, why not go to them and sit with them until they
calm down, at which point you can talk about whatever just happened. Some of the kindest, most polite, and endearing children I have met came from homes where their parents used non-violent forms of discipline, and modelled appropriate problem-solving strategies for their children. The kids were raised with the knowledge that their parents expected a certain standard of behaviour from them, but without the fear of being hit, slapped, kicked, or whipped if they fell short of these expectations. I also know of many children who were subject to CP, and who grew up to be kind, thoughtful, contributing members of society. Few people would suggest that everyone who is hit as a child will grow into a violent sociopath; both styles of parenting can lead to happy, healthy, responsible adults. But why would anyone choose to use violence against a child when there are kinder, and more effective ways of discipline?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Family physicians, nurses, social workers, and the
like should be educated about the dangers of spanking, particularly when the
victims are small children. As part of a woman’s regular schedule of prenatal
care, her physician will often ask her whether or not she plans to breastfeed.
This is a great question, and can open up an important dialogue on the benefits
of breastfeeding to both mother and baby. Not every expectant mother knows how
important breastfeeding is for her baby. So why not also ask about other
important areas of care, such as “Are you planning to hit your baby?” Now, you
can dress it up and give it a new name, but spanking is hitting. Whether you
use your hand, a stick, a belt, or a slipper, you are hitting your child. And
chances are, that child of yours is going to grow up and do the same to their
children. My daughter is but a year old, and I have already caught myself
reaching to slap her hand after telling her time and time again “uh uh, not for
___”. Thankfully I have caught myself in each of those moments, and have been
able to take a step back and re-think how I am going to handle the situation. I
don’t want my daughter to grow up in an environment where she learns that it’s
acceptable to use violence against others, whether they are bigger or smaller
than she. Does this mean that I will never say “no” to her? Certainly not - there
will be times when I will have to disappoint, frustrate, or even anger her by
denying her things; there will undoubtedly be times when she will think that
she hates me. But she will <u>never</u> fear me. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-81564826367274147152012-11-21T16:28:00.000-08:002012-12-21T16:36:33.352-08:00Oh where, oh where has my ambition gone?<span style="font-size: large;">Today was a bit of a strange day for me. For the past 11 months I have been trying to juggle being a full-time mom with also being a full-time student, lecturer, and trying to complete my dissertation (I say "trying" because I am not doing a very good job). I am a good mom and a good lecturer (at least according to my course evaluations), but am having a difficult time trying to squeeze in the role of good student, as well.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">This morning I had a meeting with one of my committee members. Her role is to help keep me on track, and to provide support and mentorship, where needed. She is also a sounding board for any ideas I come up with regarding the direction that my dissertation should take. We haven't met in months but today I had to do some follow-up interviews with former clients, so I scheduled in a quick meeting with her beforehand. I got to her office, sat down, ... and drew a blank. I realized that I didn't have anything to tell her - there were no new developments in my research, no grand ideas to share, and no questions to have answered. As I sat there in silence, I had no idea what to say to her. I could have told her that McKenna just learned to fall asleep on her own. I could have told her that my house is a colossal mess, my dogs haven't been walked in days, and I haven't done any of my Christmas shopping, but I couldn't come up with anything to tell her about my research. So I told her the truth. I told her that I am having a hard time balancing the roles of mommy and academic. I am finding it difficult to shift mindsets from diaper changes and walks through the park to statistics, academic language, and the competitiveness and isolation of research. Two years ago, if you had told me that I would be sitting around in my pyjamas, playing peek-a-boo, and contemplating dropping out of my graduate program, I would have choked to death on my own laughter. And yet here I am. Do I still want all of those things? I think so - but more than anything I want to be a good mom. I want to be there for my daughter for the next few years. I don't want to entrust her early learning, exploring, and development to a daycare. Part of me is disgusted with myself for this sudden change of heart. This is not the direction that I pictured my life taking. I have not been able to keep up on new developments in my area of research, my motivation is at an all-time low, and I feel like I am letting a lot of people down. I am close enough to the end that it doesn't really make sense to give up now, but I am struggling with summoning the motivation and the drive to finish this thing. What have I gotten myself into???</span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-18249402085732936062012-11-13T17:50:00.001-08:002012-12-21T16:36:40.471-08:00"The Vaccine Book" by Dr. Sears<br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I have just finished reading <a href="http://www.askdrsears.com/topics/vaccines" target="_blank">The Vaccine Book</a> (Sears, 2007), just in time for McKenna's scheduled 12-month vaccinations. In NL, babies get vaccinations at 2, 4, 6, 12, and 18 months, and once before they start school. So far, M has gotten vaccinated for tetanus, diphtheria, whooping cough, as well as pneumococcal disease. I didn't consider any of these to be controversial - all are serious diseases, with major consequences for young babies. However, we're now coming up on some of the "less important" vaccines, as far as I'm concerned: The MMR vaccine, the flu vaccine, and the chickenpox vaccine.</span><br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-58258236504725427782012-10-30T15:35:00.000-07:002012-12-21T16:36:48.881-08:00Sick as an... owl?<span style="font-size: large;">Once a week McKenna and I meet up with some other moms and babies for a play date. With today being the day before Halloween, the babies all came dressed in their costumes for some cute photos and fun times. There were lions, a skunk, a couple of superheroes, and my beautiful little owl. She looked so sweet in her costume, and even indulged me by wearing her owl hat long enough for me to get some photos of her and her friends. Within about 15 minutes of being there, McKenna threw up all over her costume. It wasn't a big deal until she threw up again, and again, and then again. At that point, I decided we should probably head home before she made the other kids sick as well. On the way home she was sick twice more (we only live 10 minutes away). I took her home, intending to give her a bath and put her down for a nap but she wouldn't stop vomiting.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Fast forward an hour and we are sitting at the hospital; McKenna is puking her little guts out, and daddy and I are covered in vomit. Oh, and we're kinda stressed as well. In a 90-minute period she was sick more than twenty times, but she never let it get her down. In between spewing yellow bile onto her parents, she smiled, she laughed, and she played peek-a-boo. After a series of tests and ultrasounds, the doctor came to inform us that she could not find anything wrong with her. She didn't have a fever, her blood pressure was fine, and there was no evidence to suggest that she had ingested anything that she shouldn't have. It seemed like my little angel was going to be just fine. We were told to take her home and keep an eye on her, which we were only too happy to do.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I guess I should consider myself lucky. We've made it to 10 months with no real health scares. She is the happiest, sweetest little girl you'd ever want to meet. Today was a stressful day for the three of us, but we're hoping to still get out for Halloween tomorrow... if I can get the chunks out of her little owl torso, that is.</span><br />
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NS. Normally, I don’t go anywhere without my little sidekick, but since we have
only recently gotten McKenna on somewhat of a schedule we decided it would be
less disruptive to leave her behind. So for three days I get to sleep in, hang
out with grown-ups, and pretend to be a serious academic. And when I’m not
networking and presenting my own research, I get to sneak back to my hotel
room, hook myself up to a couple of suction cups, and milk myself. See, you
never really get away when you’re breastfeeding – while she may not be with me
in person, she will be present in every soggy nursing pad, every throbbing
boob, and every ounce of liquid gold that I pour down the drain. Ugh. </span><span style="font-size: small;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-36701464591898703292012-09-19T15:29:00.001-07:002012-12-21T16:37:03.378-08:00"I'll take a pina colada and a pregnancy test, please"<span style="font-size: large;">Today, I came across a news article discussing the decision of a pub in Minnesota to sell pregnancy tests out of a vending machine in the women's washroom. My first reaction was surprise and a little bit of "hmmm, not sure if that's appropriate". However, upon reading the article and thinking about it a little bit more, I've got to say that this is probably a really great idea. The tests are selling for $3, which is a lot cheaper than you can buy them at the pharmacy. The vending machine in the washroom is also much more discreet than the local Jean Coutu. A poster in the washroom explains the presence of the vending machine, and notes that many women drink without knowing that they are pregnant. For less than the price of a beer, women can have peace of mind that the happy hour mojito they are sipping will not result in a lifetime of regrets.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">The owner of the pub claims that they don't make any money off of the sale of the tests - all monies go to a local nonprofit that works to educate the public about the dangers of drinking while pregnant. Kudos to them for recognizing a very real need and stepping up to offer the wall space for the vending machines.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">In the Abnormal Psychology course that I teach, I regularly bring in an outside speaker to talk to the class about Fetal Alcohol Spectrum Disorders, during the unit on Childhood Disorders. While FASD is not part of the curriculum for the course, I strongly believe that it does not get the attention that it deserves, and that every woman of child-bearing age should know of it. FASD is the only developmental disability that is 100% preventable. However, this does not mean that the mother is 100% to blame. Many times, women do not know they are pregnant until weeks, or even months into the pregnancy. Other times, the woman may have an alcohol dependency, and not have the resources and supports to get help. There are definitely also women out there who don't know that alcohol can cause irreversible damage to a developing fetus. If this initiative can spare even one child from the disability of FASD then it will have been a success.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">To read the full story, click here <a href="http://www.kvue.com/news/170169106.html">http://www.kvue.com/news/170169106.html</a></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-33370605342710419872012-08-27T11:16:00.003-07:002012-12-21T16:37:12.126-08:00My Fall Wishlist<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">White camisole with black bow - </span><a href="http://www.smartset.ca/" target="_blank"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Smart Set</span></a><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Bow earrings and necklace - </span><a href="http://www.smartset.ca/" target="_blank"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Smart Set</span></a><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Coloured belts - </span><a href="http://www.joefresh.com/en/" target="_blank"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Joe Fresh</span></a><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Black heels - </span><a href="http://www.aldoshoes.com/ca-eng" target="_blank"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Aldo</span></a><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Black lace shirt - </span><a href="http://www.smartset.ca/" target="_blank"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Smart Set</span></a><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Gray sleeveless tank - </span><a href="http://www.jacob.ca/" target="_blank"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Jacob</span></a><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">White sleveless tank - </span><a href="http://www.jacob.ca/" target="_blank"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Jacob</span></a><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Brown leather bag - </span><a href="http://www.aldoshoes.com/ca-eng" target="_blank"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Aldo</span></a><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Silver leaf bracelet - </span><a href="http://www.smartset.ca/" target="_blank"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Smart Set</span></a><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Purple Ergo Carrier - </span><a href="http://store.ergobaby.com/" target="_blank"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Ergo</span></a>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-26211503388622199932012-08-21T11:32:00.002-07:002012-12-21T16:37:20.605-08:00Night Weaning<span style="font-size: large;">At almost exactly 4 months of age, McKenna hit the dreaded 4 - month sleep regression. She refused to nap, wouldn't go down at night without a fuss and woke frequently throughout the night. Trying as it was, I took comfort in the knowledge that "this too shall pass"... except that it didn't. McKenna is now 8 months old and still fights sleep. It can take up to 2 hours to get her down at night, and then she will wake every hour (or more!) throughout the night. This makes for one very tired mommy the next day.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Being very much against cry-it-out methods, I did some research and came across <a href="http://www.pantley.com/elizabeth/books/0071381392.php" target="_blank">Elizabeth Pantley's No Cry Sleep Solution.</a> I read it cover-to-cover as soon as it arrived in the mail, and went to work charting her naps, sleeping patterns, and how many times she was waking during the night. It was time-consuming and frankly, pretty depressing. McKenna's sleep was actually worse than I had thought it was. However, I was determined to put an end to the bedtime battles, and now felt that I had the tools I needed to do so with confidence. There would be no crying, no hurt feelings, and no guilt on my part. The first couple of nights I focused on helping McKenna learn to fall asleep without nursing. Instead of nursing her to sleep, she was given a bottle and her father was given the task of helping her to sleep. When she woke throughout the night, I nursed her each and every time, but instead of allowing her to fall asleep at the breast, I carefully broke the latch before she fell asleep, so that she fell asleep on her own. We did this for a few weeks, while at the same time, implementing some of Pantley's suggestions regarding naps and making sure to differentiate between night and day. We also made a concerted effort to adopt a predictable bedtime routine. </span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-7465637851114564732012-08-07T16:38:00.002-07:002012-12-21T16:37:27.287-08:00Separation<span style="font-size: large;">In my previous post, I mentioned that we are on vacation. On Saturday McKenna and I arrived in Ontario, after spending three weeks with my family in New Brunswick. Our flight was delayed getting in, McKenna was exhausted, and we hadn't seen daddy in nearly three weeks. While he was excited to hold his little girl in his arms again, I was concerned that she would have some issues warming up to him after being away for so long. After all, three weeks is a long time when you're only 7 months old, and she had been exhibiting some separation anxiety even before we went on vacation.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Sure enough, when we walked through the gates to meet him, she was less than happy to see him. Hopeful, he reached out his arms for her, and was met with tears. Undaunted, he tried again, this time succeeding in taking her from my arms. However, it was not without a great deal of fussing on her part. Eventually she did calm down and was willing to be held by her father, although she was still wary of him for the next several days. She also took some time to warm up to his family, just as she did with mine when we first arrived in NB. It's a developmental stage in her life that, although tiring, is completely normal and healthy. I would be worried if she wasn't more strongly attached to me than she was to anyone else, particularly those that she hasn't spent a lot of time with. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">However, while being my daughter's sole source of comfort is great for my ego, it is not good for her or her relationship with her father. He adores her, and relates to her in a way that only a father can. I can tell that it hurts his heart when she turns away from him, or cries out when he gets too close. I would feel the same way if she ever reacted that way to me. So our task for the next few days is to strengthen that bond once again. While I will have to be the one providing comfort when she is really distressed, he can be there for her when she is in a good mood, and on her terms. Hopefully she will come around sooner rather than later.</span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-66290676697969586272012-08-07T16:19:00.000-07:002012-12-21T16:37:36.802-08:00Summer holidays - Part I<span style="font-size: large;">As a grad student I have the flexibility of taking time off pretty much whenever I want, provided I am not teaching at the time. This has come in handy in the past, when I could book a last-minute seat sale without having to ask for time off, and it`s incredibly convenient now that I have a baby and am travelling to visit both of our families more often.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">The past three weeks, McKenna and I were visiting with my family in New Brunswick. We left Daddy behind in NL, with plans to meet him at his family`s place in Ontario in early August. During those three weeks we met up with friends, spent time with family and entertained a few house guests along the way. And I got a taste of what it was like to be a single parent for three weeks. I`ve never given much thought to how difficult it must be for the single mothers out there. My parents are still married, and I am in a stable and committed relationship myself. I`ve taken McKenna to visit family by myself before, and haven`t found it to be too stressful, but there was something about this trip that was different. Maybe it was because she is sleeping less during the day, and therefore I get less time to myself. It could have been that she`s more active now, and needs much closer supervision and attention. Or it could be the fact that she has been a poor sleeper the past few months, and continued to thwart my efforts to get some shut-eye while we were at home. Whatever the reason, it was an exhausting trip. I had envisioned spending afternoons on a patio, sipping daquiris and catching up with old friends. I had hoped to spend time at the beach, working on my tan. I had even planned on getting some work done towards my dissertation. But I found that I was too tired to do much of anything while I was home. The days were unusually hot and humid, which we`re not used to in Newfoundland, and even at night it stayed pretty warm. This meant that we spent a lot of time indoors, giving McKenna ample time to increase her mobility. While we were away she learned how to pull herself up, and had her first pony ride. She petted her first alpaca, and swam in her first salt water pool.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">McKenna and I have enjoyed a largely problem-free breastfeeding relationship. With the exception of recurring blocked ducts, we have never had any major problems to contend with. She loved to nurse right from the start, latched well, and only once did we experience a nursing strike. But for whatever reason, she can no longer be settled to sleep by nursing. She still wants me to be beside her while she falls asleep, but now she is falling asleep to a bottle, instead of to the warmth and comfort of my body. When she wakes through the night she will not settle for anything less than a boob, but the girls are no longer a part of her bedtime or naptime routine. And that makes me a little sad. I know as she grows things are bound to change in our relationship, but I wasn't ready for those changes to be happening so quickly. I don't want her to crawl, because that means she is just one step closer to walking. I don't want her to talk, as she will be even closer to becoming independent. In short, I want my little girl to stay a baby forever. Unfortunately, she (and nature) have other plans.</span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-49816195720483197022012-07-03T16:47:00.000-07:002012-12-21T16:37:47.687-08:00How to lose a job in 10 ways<span style="font-size: large;">Recently, I posted an ad online, looking for a babysitter for McKenna. I was clear in my requirements, as well as the hours and rate of pay. I received a large volume of emails in response to the ad; most of them went something like this:</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Seriously!? Is this really the best you can do? While I did not specifically advertise for an English professor, I do expect a certain level of proficiency in the language. Moreover, I expect a certain level of professionalism when inquiring about a potential job. To make things easier, I have compiled a list of things that I expect of a job candidate - whether I am hiring someone to mow my lawn, clean up dog poop, or watch my precious child. While I don't expect that any of the applicants I rejected will ever read this maybe someone, somewhere, will read this and learn something from it.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">1. It's common courtesy to start an email with a greeting. And it's so simple - "hi" is only two letters long.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">2. It's really not that difficult to capitalize proper nouns. So do it. It makes you seem much more literate.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">3. Don't ask questions that are already covered in the advertisement. If I specify that the rate of pay is $10 an hour, then it is $10 an hour, even for you.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">4. Take the extra three seconds and spell out the entire word. It might be alright to use "lol' or "u" when texting a friend, but when emailing a potential employer it looks sloppy and lazy. If you are really that short on time, what are you doing applying for another job?</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">5. Along those same lines, use spell check if needed. It's okay to ask for help.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">6. Don't offer to come work for me until something better comes along. We have all been there - waiting to land our dream job, and working crappy jobs in the meantime. But at least pretend that you want to work for me. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">7. Ask questions. Show that you actually read the advertisement and put some thought into your reply. You could even inquire about the child that you would be caring for. Again, pretend that you want to work for me.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">8. Don't just leave me your name and phone number. I will not call you, I can promise you that.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">9. If you don't meet the specified criteria, move on. Chances are you will find a job that you are suited for if you keep looking. But if I have asked for First Aid and CPR, it is for a reason. I don't care that you spent every summer playing with your younger cousins from Wisconsin if you can't help my child when she's choking.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">10. I can't stress this enough - be professional. There'll be plenty of time to joke around and talk in slang once we get to know each other. Hell, I might even txt u.</span><br />
<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-24907223458302917002012-06-01T12:09:00.000-07:002012-07-03T17:11:02.363-07:00A "good" babyMy daughter is amazing. She is funny, loving, sweet, wise, tenacious, beautiful, and an all-around happy child. She makes me proud to be her mother each and every day.<br />
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Now, 5 months post-birth, I find myself toying with the idea that maybe my priorities have shifted a little. Life just doesn't seem as simple as it used to. I can't just go to school and spend 6 hours working at my computer. I can't be present for all of the meetings and workshops I would like to attend. And to be honest, often I don't want to be. I love being home with McKenna and seeing her grow up. While I don't think I am cut out to be a stay-at-home mom in the long-term, I am enjoying this time we have together immensely. I'm starting to think that maybe my career ambitions need to be scaled back a bit to accomodate more of a family life.<br />
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Recently, McKenna has started going to a home daycare three days a week. Two of the days I am teaching, and the third day I have set aside to work on my dissertation. Tomorrow will really be my first real day back at it since I had McKenna. Sure, I have collected data since then, but I haven't sat down and written much of anything since December. I'm dreading it. I feel like I'm starting at the beginning again. I no longer feel like a curious, competent graduate student, I feel like a tired, overworked mom. But I want to do this. I am so close to being finished, and I know that I would always regret it if I gave up on this degree. Whatever it takes, I will walk across that stage someday soon. I just need to buckle down and force myself to get back at it.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-75671323836506806632012-05-11T14:43:00.001-07:002012-07-03T17:12:56.496-07:00A Well-Traveled BabyOn Sunday, McKenna and I arrived home, after 3 weeks away from home - first to visit her paternal grandparents in Ontario, and then to visit my family in NB. My poor, dear little girl is still so exhausted and stressed out from all the traveling. When she was less than a month old, we took her to Ontario, and then she visited NB at 2 months. Both times she coped wonderfully, and so I assumed that she would be just as easy to travel with at 4-5 months. Not so, my friends, not so...<br />
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"<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">Quiet breastfeeding infants and young children are welcome in lecture theatres, public spaces, seminar rooms etc". (Policy 2.0)</span></blockquote>
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Holy crap! I had no idea that MUN even had a breastfeeding policy, let alone one that welcomed babies into the classroom. Not only that, but they have also built it into the orientation for new staff and students, to ensure that people are aware of the policy (presumably so that not only will they take advantage of it themselves, but so that moms will not be harassed by other students/colleagues when breastfeeding).<br />
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<li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">The University supports an environment that encourages women to feel at ease breastfeeding their infants and young children throughout the campus. However, there are areas of the university where infants and young children are not permitted due to safety/health concerns or requirements.</li>
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<li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Support from fellow employees is important in providing a breastfeeding environment and therefore efforts are made to inform employees about this policy to secure their cooperation for any workplace accommodations that may be needed. New employees and students are informed of University policies (including the breastfeeding policy) during orientation.</li>
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Wow! I am so impressed with MUN. However, I probably still will not take McKenna to class. While I have breastfed her in the comfort and privacy of my office, it is unlikely that I would attempt to do so while lecturing to 90+ students. Still, it's the thought that counts, so thank you MUN, for thinking of me and my baby. And who knows, maybe I will take her to class someday...just to say I did.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-34721607553993962222012-03-24T18:20:00.002-07:002012-03-24T18:29:07.775-07:00A Rant<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I recently came across a guest post on a parenting website, entitled "5 reasons not to let your child sleep with you". Intrigued, I clicked on it, to see what insights the author had that I was unaware of. Holy garbage! The entire post was full of inaccuracies, untruths, and outright lies. Clearly, the author is against co-sleeping, which is fine, to each their own. However, one should be able to make their point without resorting to deception and scare tactics. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Here is a summary of the author's arguments (her exact words are in <span style="color: #b45f06;">orange</span>). </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b>Reason #1: Co-sleeping is bad for yours (and baby's) sleep</b>. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">"Having your baby sleep with you could severely interrupt your sleep pattern and needs. Most parents find themselves constantly waking up to check on the child lying next to them. Not only could it affect your sleep but your child’s sleep. Babies complete a sleep cycle every 50-60 minutes and slight movement or noise coming from you could disturb that. It is best for both you and your child’s sleep habits that you sleep separately."</span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Seriously? Don't babies spend 9 months surrounded by movement and sound? Do they not routinely fall asleep in cars and swings, precisely because of the movement? Surely both mom's and baby's sleep is less disrupted when neither one has to wake fully for feedings. And if baby does wake more often because of "slight movement or noise", then she gets to top up on milk before drifting back to sleep. Mommy is less engorged, and baby has a full belly. Win-win. </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b>Reason #2: Co-sleeping hurts your relationship with your partner </b></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">"Most new parents don’t realize how much change between you and your partner once you have your first child. Everything changes. A way to keep constant with your partner is to keep the bedroom your private sanctuary. Inviting your child in to your bed will slowly push you and your partner further from each other. Pillow talk and intimacy disappear when you have a child sleeping between you."</span> </span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">The bedroom is not supposed to be a "private sanctuary" The baby is supposed to sleep in the parents' bedroom for at least the first 6 months. Whether she's in the bed or in a bassinet, baby's going to witness whatever goes down between her parents. Furthermore, the baby should not be between you, as the authors suggests. Safe co-sleeping involves the baby sleeping beside mom, leaving plenty of room for snuggles and pillow talk between the adults. Problem solved. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b>Reason #3: Co-sleeping leads to wimpy, dependent kids</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;"><span style="color: #b45f06;">"Parents want their children to grow up to be independent and self-sufficient; allowing your child sleep with you, makes that difficult for the child to attain. A child gets accustomed to the fact they only way to fall asleep is to be next to Mom and Dad. Your child should be able to fall asleep without any aid. These issues will carry into other parts of your child’s life, school, team sports and friends."</span></span> </span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Again, utter nonsense. This same argument could be used against children sleeping with a mobile, with a favourite blanket, or with music. I love how she refers to a sleep routine as an "issue", as though it were something that needed to be remedied, and that might carry into "other parts of your child's life". I really don't see how having a routine of any kind can be automatically considered to be dysfunctional. I have yet to meet an adult who still sleeps with mommy and daddy. In fact, I have yet to meet an 8-year-old who still sleeps with their parents. Or maybe everyone I know was just fortunate enough to overcome their "issues"... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b>Reason #4: There might come a time when baby isn't able to co-sleep, and they will become anxious</b>. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">"Just like any daily routine your child becomes accustomed to a certain way and when that routine is interrupted they don’t respond well. Sleeping in Mom and Dad’s bed every night will make vacations, visiting grandmother’s and sleepovers miserable for your child and you. Not to mention school naps."</span> </span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">This point doesn't even warrant a discussion, but here goes...What if baby stays at Grammie and Grampie's house and they don't have Count Chocula like at home? Or they use blue towels instead of yellow? Apparently any small deviation in the child's daily routine will be devastating to them. Maybe we should give our kids a little more credit. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b>Reason #5: Co-sleeping is unsafe. Why would you want to hurt your child?</b></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;"><span style="color: #b45f06; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">"the chances of something happening to your child increase when they are in bed with you. There have been reports of deaths caused by suffocation and strangulation. Scary but it is a fact. Parents can accidently roll over their child during their sleep, or the child can fall and get stuck between the headboard and mattress. Just be careful and aware of the possible harm that can happen."</span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Yep, bad things can and do happen. Unfortunately they also happen when baby sleeps in a crib. When the proper precautions are taken, co-sleeping is very safe. </span><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><br /></b></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Aargh! What a frustrating article! Is it so hard to do a little research before writing on a topic that you're obviously grossly unfamiliar with!?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">You can read the full post here.</span><br />
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Recently I turned my obsession with planning to learning all I could about the weaning process, and introducing solids to a baby. I really didn't know much about it before I looked into it; I had just assumed that everyone started their baby on cereal at 6+ months of age. Much to my surprise, I found that there was an entire community out there who believe that babies should be fed real food, and learn to choose for themselves what they will eat, eating a variety of foods of differing textures, rather than cereal and purees. Right away, this idea appealed to me. I like the idea of giving McKenna some choice in what she eats, and letting her choose what she wants to try. I like the idea of waiting until she feels that she is ready to put something in her mouth, rather than rushing the process by putting her food in for her before she is ready. I even like thinking about how silly and messy it will be for the first little while. Imagine giving a 6-month-old a piece of pineapple or watermelon, and expecting them to actually get the majority of it in their mouth. Of course it's going to end up all over them, you, the floor, and anything else within a three-foot radius. While she's only 3 months old now, it won't be long before she'll be paying more attention to my food, and trying to swipe things from my plate. And I guess I'll take my cue from her...Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-82427500907278597302012-03-07T16:30:00.001-08:002012-03-07T16:30:57.607-08:00Don't Call me DoctorAt the beginning of every term, I introduce myself to my students, tell them a bit about myself and my research, and then stress that I would prefer that they call me Melody. Not Professor, not Miss, and certainly not Dr. Sorenson. I am not a Doctor, although I hope to be within the next year or so. I am also not a professor (although again, I hope to be very soon). For right now, I am just me.<br />
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Inevitably, especially in the beginning, some students will continue to call me Dr. Sorenson, and for whatever reason, it grates on me. I always hated having to refer to my undergraduate professors by such formal titles. It just felt so stuffy and pretentious that I would avoid addressing them it if at all possible, because I found it to be so awkward. In all seriousness, if I needed to speak to them, I would go up to the front of the class, or their office, or wherever they happened to be, and wait until they noticed me. All to avoid having to say the dreaded words "Dr" or "Professor". Ridiculous, really. However, I'm sure that I'm not the only one who finds these titles a bit silly. Are they necessary in order to gain the students' respect? I would hope not. I have yet to have a problem with disrespect in my classes, and nobody calls me doctor. Okay, some do, but I certainly don't endorse it. Do these titles promote and highlight an obvious power differential? Absolutely. I have complete control over my students' grades. I control the content and structure of the lectures and exams. I am the "expert" (I use this term VERY loosely) and they are the "novices" or the "learners". But is this really necessary? Would all hell break loose if we treated our students like equals? I think not. This isn't high school. We don't need to demand respect from students by requiring them to address us with silly titles.<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-43445660622077050692012-03-07T16:19:00.000-08:002012-03-07T16:19:36.994-08:00Baby Sign LanguageI toyed with the idea of teaching McKenna sign language almost from the moment I knew I was pregnant. It just seemed like a win-win situation to me - I could teach my daughter how to communicate with me, and she would learn a valuable skill that she would be able to use well into adulthood.<br />
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<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-V38WGfUEglQ/T1f5CewNMGI/AAAAAAAAADQ/sT1x-Iw-RIU/s1600/milk.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="125" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-V38WGfUEglQ/T1f5CewNMGI/AAAAAAAAADQ/sT1x-Iw-RIU/s200/milk.jpg" width="200" /></a>Last week, I made the decision to start learning some signs myself, and to introduce her to the ones that are most important for her right now. "Milk" was an obvious choice. Although I find the gesture somewhat awkward (it literally looks like you are milking a cow), this is probably the most important word in her life right now. Plus, I would prefer she make the sign than scream out "boobies!" in public. In addition to "milk", I have added "more", "mommy", "daddy" and "finished/all done" to my repertoire. It's actually pretty fun. McKenna loves the silly gestures right now, but hopefully she will eventually come to associate them with the action they are being paired with. If not, well at least I've made my daughter smile.<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4388754621717076707.post-33865903632282189012012-03-04T18:45:00.000-08:002012-03-07T16:20:32.896-08:00Turning into my MotherThere are many things that we, as kids, used to give my Mom a hard time about. Some of them I now find myself doing with McKenna. Oh, the horror! To give you an example, Mom always had to have a vehicle in the yard. It didn't matter if she was home sick with pneumonia, she wanted that car parked and ready.<br />
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Fast forward 15 years or so, and I woke up one morning to find that Greg had taken the Escape to work. We have two vehicles, but only one has a car seat base (the Escape). I immediately texted him, saying `you took my freedom!` For some reason he was confused as to what I was referring to, so I explained that he had taken the wrong vehicle. He immediately apologized and asked if I needed to go anywhere. I replied no, I didn`t have any plans really, but I would like the truck...get this...JUST IN CASE. In case of what? A flash flood? A zombie invasion? A sudden case of head lice? No...in case of panic. On days when I am home alone with the baby and without a vehicle, I find myself feeling trapped. More often than not, I don't have anywhere that I need to be, no errands that absolutely must be completed. Heck, even when I do have a vehicle, I usually don't go anywhere. But I like to have the option. Because sometimes I do need to get out of the house, and even though I have no agenda and no real reason to pack up the baby and go, <u>I</u> need to. Because sometimes it can feel very lonely to be home with a baby all day, with no adults to talk to. Because sometimes I need a reason to get out of my pyjamas. So he brought home the truck for me, and it never left the driveway all afternoon. But that`s not the point.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09371437938410291847noreply@blogger.com0